First post!

There isn't much to say about me. I live at home with my step dad and my younger sisters. (Lindzee and Aymee) and a house full of animals. I have three cats and three dogs. No worries they are have there shots and no sex organs.haha. Anyways I work at dollar tree. It's really not that bad ha. The pay isn't that good but the management is amazing.

I got the idea for blogging and doing it everyday from Julie & Julia the movie with Amy Adams and Meryl Streep. I love them! They are so cute in it. ha. But what I'm going to do is work on Grief. And bettering myself. Not being so lost and understanding why I cant remember things, why I don't know what I'm saying sometimes.

I do not want pity or anything like that. I recently lost my mother. (January 23rd 2009 ) and the thing about my mother is she has always been sick. There was always something wrong with her. Whether it be Pneumonia, Kidney failure etc. So as a child while most kids where playing outside I stayed home watching my mom. Making sure she was okay. And I look back now and I realize we were always ready for it to happen. And it can close most of the time.

Maybe The goddess knew that it wasn't my mom's time but that we as her family needed to wake up and pay more attention. Sometimes I find myself wishing I would of called her. Would of said something. BUT I do know that its good no one was here when she died. (if she had to die.) But anyways I'll post more about her later its still hard. And I have to get ready to go to AlexAnn's Family Christmas Party. (AlexAnn is the wifey) Anyways its only 1 of 3 parties we have to go to. Ha I don't know what I am going to do. They are very judgmental and very Mormon.Not that the religion is bad because honestly its really not. I love how they are all about family and stuff... But they should throw someone out just because they are a little different.

I hate the snow. I mean its better then hot but its really shitty to drive in.ya know?

So about last night..

My next door neighbor Cheri and her husband Joe came by the house and we all started drinking and having a good time. Cheri was there the day my mom died... (I'll tell that story later.) So her and I started taking about it. About how sweet my mom was and stuff like that. And dad (step) was all teary eyed but you know we gotta talk about it. It has to come out to heal. So him and Joe started talking about it and Cheri and I had our own conversation. I felt bad because she (Cheri) kinda adopted me the whole night and AlexAnn and Samma were here like waiting for me. But I wanted to hang out with Cheri too.

Anyways then Joe's brother (a police officer!) came over and had a few and then the boys all went over to Cheri's house and jammed out for a while. Cheri and I went over there after about 30 mins or so. And the guys decided to go to the club so I helped Cheri get ready and I wanted to go so bad... but you gotta be 21 to go
clubbing. Ugh stupid law.




anyways I've got to go get all pretty for tonight. I'll upload some photos :D

oxox
Danielle