I've lost so much...

My< heart wont stop hurting,
My mind wont stop racing,
Her eyes are all I can see,
Her lies are all that I hear,
Yet my heart skips a beat,
my life never once neat,
I miss her more then I could ever say,
It's all i can do to get up every day,


Im sitting her drinking a sex on the beach trying to decide where to go and what to do... on one hand we had a night full of fun and sex on the other. My heart hurt so much I'm on edge... My mind keeps racing back to the fact that The dog is still in her life... What am I suppose to do or say? How do I react?

How do I know I'm not just some toy to her.....

you took out the color in my world.....

I hate feeling so close to someone and having them tell me they need space. I hate loving her while knowing the other girl is all over her.
I hate that i never noticed
I never could see


it hurt sao much i cant even breathe

Dani's Drink inventions :D

Dani's Lime Bomb Drink


hat you will need is:
1 wine glass
malibu rum
vodka
hawaiian single packets(bare with me)
water and ice
straw
lime or lemon

alright you ready to make some yummy drinks!
first off chill alcohol then put amount of ice you like anywhere from handful to three pieces. Then fill the glass half ful of water then pour in the hawaiian punch single packet.Then add to about a half of a short of the rum and a half of the vodka. Cut lime and put on rim of glass. Then cut straw so it doesnt look to long for the straw.Stir drink and enjoy til there is about a 1/3 of liquid left. Squeeze lime into drink and drop the lime in your drink(hence the name of lime bomb lol) and drink the rest of the drink. Its yummy guys try it.

and the other is French kiss vanilla liqueur mixed with Pepsi :D


Enjoy and as always be careful..

Dani

FWD:

-2 days til Im 21-

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I wish I could stop all Feeling

I feel like I cant get angry
i cant feel anything...
If its negative...
Sorry I cant be so happy all the time
I'm sorry that my heart hurts no matter
what I do or say.
I'm sorry I'll never be the girl you want me to be..
I'm sorry I cant have a lot of money and never have to ask for help.
I'm sorry I'm an asshole.
I'm sorry i cant feel what you want me to feel..
I'm sorry I love her while being with HER

I just want to fall

I just want to fall apart. To scream so loud and hard my lungs bleed. To suddenly rip at every seam. Nothing matters.

No one ever notices

No one ever notices
the girl with sad eyes,
The way she hides her lies,
Or how she find other ways to live,
Like drawing bloody lines into her skin,



I miss cutting so bad it hurts... it was just so easy...
grab the blade Dani. run it across your skin it's already scarred
it will make your mind stop screaming....I know this sounds horrible...